THE ART OF PROCRASTINATION

This is what procrastination looks like.

If you could see me now – sitting at my computer desk, typing merrily away – you would probably think I was ‘getting stuff done’.  This is not exactly wrong.  I am writing this blog, and that is legally ‘stuff’, but it’s not on my Things To Do list.  ‘Purge the office’ is on my Things To Do list, but that’s not what I’m doing, is it?  I am procrastinating.

I am not an aggressive hoarder.  I don’t go and purposely buy or collect objects that will need storage or dusting.  Actually, I am loath to buy anything because I will then be responsible for its storage and cleaning.  Stuff seems to follow me home anyway.  

My problem is that no matter how things come into my possession I am unable to discard them.  The reasons for this are many: I don’t want to be responsible for overflowing landfills, I don’t like to waste anything, and if I throw it away I will almost for sure need it within the next two week period.  I blame my parents really. This “waste not, want not” dilemma is a product of being raised by people who lived through the great depression and who never threw anything out.  I stand by this theory even though my own children don’t seem to have picked up the tendency from me.  Maybe it’s one of those things that skips a generation every once in a while.

At any rate ... the thing that is on my Things To Do list is to clear out this office and wash and paint the walls before the new flooring goes down.  There is a deadline.  I have a little over a month, and it’s going to take all of that because I keep finding more pleasant things to do.  When it comes to the tedious work of going through shelves of stuff I can’t even remember seeing before almost anything is more pleasant.  Oh yeah, that reminds me – I need to make a dentist appointment.

I have made some headway.  The filing cabinets now only hold stuff that pertain to our lives in the 21^st Century.  That required more than two days of my life and to celebrate that milestone I immediately took up garden cleanup because it was outside and the decisions of keep or discard are so much easier when the options are ‘weeds’ or ‘vegetables’.

Then, with the flimsy excuse of not having a ladder so obviously I couldn’t wash the walls, I ignored the office for another two weeks.  Two days ago the ladder came back; so much for that dodge.  I’ve spent this morning sorting through more papers, filling a box of ancient (at least 3 years old) electronics to be recycled, and pondering what to do with a whole stash of hockey/curling/karate/chess trophies.  I know their owners will tell me to throw them out, which lands me back in the landfill/waste guilt quandary.  Even I know that no one will ever actually need them.

I need a furniture trolley.  I need a drill to take down some shelving.  I need drywall tape and tools to fix cracks and nail holes.  These ‘needs’ are another clever device of the master procrastinator, meant to give the false impression that no work can progress without these items.  It’s pretty temping to let this job run on for even longer, but do I really want to be painting when I can’t open the windows?  And there is that deadline of early November ...

So, I will finish up this blog.  Then go make supper.  Then tidy up the rest of the house.  Then call it a day. 

But, I swear, on a stack of bibles, that I will be back in this hoarding center tomorrow morning to tackle the shelves in another cabinet.  If I do a couple hours per day for the next week I will eventually get to the painting part.  

If all goes according to plan you won’t be hearing from me in a while.  The computer will have to be unplugged and moved out of the way, thus removing the temptation to use it as a ‘reason’ to not complete the purge. 

In my next life I’m coming back as a millionaire so I can hire this done.

 

AND THE BEAT GOES ON

“Look at mommy’s sad, sad flowers.”

My three year old granddaughter and I were on a tour around their yard yesterday and she was pointing out items of note. 

She and her brothers had already taken me to see the chickens and we had watched as the birds revelled in the fresh green grass we had thrown over the fence for them.

From there we had wandered over to where their mom had plunked her newest planter – an ancient truck (well, it’s older than me).  To date, all she has planted there is a small maple tree but next year there will be all kinds of flowers spilling out of its box.  It’s the kind of thing you can do when you have a huge rural yard and an imagination.

Onward we had explored, through some trees to the edge of a pond where everyone had a turn at throwing rocks in to the slimy green water. The nine year old was the only one getting his rocks in far enough away not to get any stinky backsplash.  The six year old kept wondering why his rocks weren’t going as far and why he kept getting wet.  It generally took the three year old three throws per rock to even get it wet.  Grandma decided it was time to move on again before we all got too messy.

The next stop was down by their signpost and garden.  The little ones rearranged some of the rocks as the eldest and I reminisced about the day we all erected the sign and which pieces of machinery were needed for the job.  I trusted him on his list; he is definitely the expert in that field.

Then it was back to their dad’s shop to show all the improvements that have been made to it and how neat all the tools were arranged in the tool boxes.  I was also given an in depth report on what they were fixing on his dad’s quad.  It was way over my head but I have no doubt he knew what he was talking about.

That took us back to the house and as we walked by what had been a pretty garden full of flowers until Jack Frost had shown up, the little girl pointed out the sadness of what he had left in his wake.  I agreed with her.  I too have gardens full of this particular sadness.

Although there are some species that can handle a few degrees of frost, most of the beauties are done for the year.  The dantura leaves and flowers droop to the ground displaying the spikey seed pods they’ve been hiding all summer.  Marigold flowers retain their brilliant yellows and oranges but the leaves and stems go black.  Cosmos go from ferny and fresh to ugly skeletons, and dahlias transition from lush, blossom covered shrubs to ruined, blackish, rotting messes overnight.  On the other hand, petunias and asters would seem to have antifreeze in the veins – they are doing just fine.

 But, as my very wise granddaughter observed, summer is over.

All is not lost though, the beauty and fun of autumn has just begun!

We spent the rest of the afternoon raking up poplar leaves so that they could run and jump and slide through them with me videoing every single award-winning athletic feat.  The sun was warm on our shoulders, the leaves crunchy beneath our feet.  There was tree climbing and posed pictures amongst the bright red crab apples and a grand finale of the tree of them sitting in the pile of leaves and tossing them into the air, again to satisfy Grandma’s wish for photographs.  They turned out perfect – each of their faces showing the fun they were having – even once or twice in the same picture!

We transitioned back to summer once more to end off the afternoon and laid a picnic blanket out on the lawn to enjoy freezie pops and fruit before the evening chill moved in on us, something that September can do in the blink of an eye, and began the conversation on whose pumpkin was the biggest to carve for Halloween.

And the year moves on ...